Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence

Just the most sexy appealing powerful song ive heard in a while
she is f*cking fantastic in concert as well - got to see her @ the Coke Fest 2007. I love her to pieces and she is just so comfortable in herself and beautiful!! enjoy I know i did ;)
PS: one day i hope to have gorgeous clothes like Amy Lee does Anyone keen to sponsor me some? LOL

Why is that all the things i want to put here on my blog for posterity blah blah blah always occurs for me when im driving or falling asleep or musing out the window at work when im sposed to be working? (nah it never happens at work otherwise id put it in here straight away right??? DUH!)
so all my magnificent thoughts are lost in the cosmos....
strange i spose
but then again if my thoughts are the butterfly that once let go comes back................then they were meant to be here
for me to read in the future
but for now they are all safely kept in my head and my heart
and some of them excite and inspire
and others tear me limb from limb
but its all good - i got some masking tape somewhere around here! ;-)
my phase now is to BE with the emotion and the thoughts and accept them
not to make them wrong or bad or change them into good happy thoughts becoz that process is exhausting me to no end
my ends are frayed, my body spent but maintaining momentum anyways......
but i see the ends nearing
and the fear has stopped me up until now
but now i CHOOSE it - stand fearless in the face of my uncertainty
may the Universe stand with me Hold me strong May my friends and my soul keep me upright
becoz i feel myself slipping quickly

oh the ramblings of a sad soul
next time will be better!!!!
love ya babe
xxxxx

Re-united.....

How strange and stoopid and wonderful!!!!
I was given/shown this space to express my feelings, attach all the pritty things i like from the Net etc from my boyfriend of the time......now what seems such a distant memory but so vivid................
*trails off into babbledom

anyways - i was always saying to Sully how "i cant remember how to get onto it again" etc etc blah blah blah and crap like that
and then today i log onto my Gmail and muse to myself "I wonder if Gmail has a blogging facility - so i click the link and there woe begon is my magical Muddle!!! My creation long lost and missed!!!!!

So im back ("from outta space.. dum dum di dah!!! hearing the 60's toon in the background!) With a few more bits and pieces of knowledge to post things onto this space of mine
Now to get into the habit of writing my thoughts and feelings into the abyss that is the Cyber world.......
I wonder how it will go
I wonder what rubbish i will put on here
I wonder if anyone will read it or if it will inspire as many ppl as the i perceive the Ideamachine to do....
I know that the author and the space inspires me.....
*sigh

Well till next time Muddle...
Sleep well - take care
Ill dream of you....
*mwah